• The panic has seized me…literally, I am having the cold sweats and the choking heart beat that keeps punching the back of my throat and echoing in the pit of my stomach. I woke today thinking lightly how lucky I was to have a job, now I violently hold on to that thought. I have 2 weeks to look for another job because the job that was promised to me is…not available. I can live with the uncertainty of it all in this country except when it comes to things that really matter to me, like jo...